We shared so many stories, dreams and lessons, but the one that rings loudest in my ears is Trust. I hold so tightly to the way I want things to fit, work, act, react and behave, that I don’t just let it be. Why is that?
Why is it so hard for me to trust myself, my process and my abilities and yet so easy for me to trust others/others’? Thank goodness for Andrea spilling water on my journal when I was just about to start a collage. It was like a direct message from God saying, “Okay. Now the pages are not so precious. Now you can just get to work.”
I am ready to get back to work, and I don’t just mean the deadlines to meet, the business to run and the wedding to plan. I mean the real work—the good stuff—that first convinced me I had a story to tell in the first place. I want to dig deeper and see clearer, and for the first time in a long time I think I can do that.