{"id":485,"date":"2003-04-24T19:39:49","date_gmt":"2003-04-25T03:39:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/?p=485"},"modified":"2003-04-24T19:39:49","modified_gmt":"2003-04-25T03:39:49","slug":"superwoman-complex","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/2003\/04\/24\/superwoman-complex\/","title":{"rendered":"Superwoman complex"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am learning the difference between confidence and delusion.<\/p>\n<p>confidence: yes, i can do it.<\/p>\n<p>delusion: yes, i can do it <i>all.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>i have been fooling myself into believing that i can be everything for everyone. i have been forgetting what i need to be for myself.<\/p>\n<p>i feel awkward and ridiculous. i feel worried for the women in my life whose health is failing, whose hope is draining. i feel tired all the time. i feel like i will never catch up.<\/p>\n<p>but catch up to what? what am i even chasing?<\/p>\n<p>this weekend, i am turning off my ibook and i&#8217;m not turning it on until <a href=\"alert('just in time to send out the good things list of the week. the list is already at 11.');\" title=\"info\">monday morning<\/a>. <!--i should have given up the internet for lent.--> maybe without all the noise filling my head i will remember what my own voice sounds like.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am learning the difference between confidence and delusion. confidence: yes, i can do it. delusion: yes, i can do it all. i have been fooling myself into believing that i can be everything for everyone. i have been forgetting what i need to be for myself. i feel awkward and ridiculous. i feel worried [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/485"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=485"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/485\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=485"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=485"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=485"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}