{"id":484,"date":"2003-04-22T19:40:50","date_gmt":"2003-04-23T03:40:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/?p=484"},"modified":"2003-04-22T19:40:50","modified_gmt":"2003-04-23T03:40:50","slug":"flight","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/2003\/04\/22\/flight\/","title":{"rendered":"Flight"},"content":{"rendered":"

frankly, i’m a little overwhelmed.<\/p>\n

it’s almost as if i have been hiding behind this project<\/a> for so long and now that it’s done i don’t know what to do with myself.<\/p>\n

i am faced with everyone’s expectations of me combined with my own expectations of me, when what i really wish i could stare straight in the eyes is what i want. what, as sabrina says, brings me the most joy.<\/p>\n

i am so good at seeing details, at embracing that which makes a moment, at falling in love with the tiniest thing, but i don’t know what it is that would bring me a sustained happiness. a peace.<\/p>\n

when i find it, if i find it,<\/i> i wonder if everything really will fall into place, like they say it will. but that almost sounds too easy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

frankly, i’m a little overwhelmed. it’s almost as if i have been hiding behind this project for so long and now that it’s done i don’t know what to do with myself. i am faced with everyone’s expectations of me combined with my own expectations of me, when what i really wish i could stare […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/484"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=484"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/484\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=484"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=484"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=484"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}