Slippery when wet
January 15, 2002i made the mistake of diving into the past today, reading old things written, getting nostalgic, feeling regret pelt me in the heart, missing him, missing you. i am wondering if i will ever learn.
there is so much, too much, that i feel needs work. if i could just be more of this and less of that, i think, then maybe everything would be ok. maybe i would understand.
but that is where i falter. i won’t ever know it all, i can’t ever know it all. i will always be chasing, hoping, fretting. i will always be starting over. i am a work in progress, slippery when wet.