{"id":90,"date":"2001-05-16T12:03:26","date_gmt":"2001-05-16T20:03:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/?p=90"},"modified":"2001-05-16T12:03:26","modified_gmt":"2001-05-16T20:03:26","slug":"im-going-crazy-wont-you-come-along","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/2001\/05\/16\/im-going-crazy-wont-you-come-along\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m going crazy, won&#8217;t you come along?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i&#8217;m a complete mess. i have a bruise on my upper thigh and i don&#8217;t know where i got it. i left the key in the door last night &#8212; all night &#8212; and it took me all morning to realize where they were. i keep having dreams about people i don&#8217;t even want to think about in my waking hours. it&#8217;s like i&#8217;ve been on this fabulous vacation in lalaland the past week, and i&#8217;m finally coming home &#8212; to a bedroom filled with half-empty boxes and garbage bags, a broken bookshelf that i don&#8217;t think i can fix, and bills that need to be paid, if i could just find them beneath the rubble.<\/p>\n<p>how can i go from feeling so together and with-it one moment and like i&#8217;m going to completely unravel the next? <!--PMS, that's how. thank you, girlhood. i hate you.--><\/p>\n<p>i don&#8217;t know what&#8217;s wrong with me. i feel off-center and no matter which way i tilt i&#8217;m still crooked.<\/p>\n<p>i remember this:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\n&#8220;we&#8217;re crazy,&#8221; he sighed.<br \/>\n&#8220;is that a bad thing?&#8221; i asked.<br \/>\n&#8220;not yet.&#8221;\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>i wonder if this is what he meant.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&#8217;m a complete mess. i have a bruise on my upper thigh and i don&#8217;t know where i got it. i left the key in the door last night &#8212; all night &#8212; and it took me all morning to realize where they were. i keep having dreams about people i don&#8217;t even want to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=90"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=90"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=90"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=90"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}