{"id":708,"date":"2006-01-17T18:06:26","date_gmt":"2006-01-18T02:06:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/?p=708"},"modified":"2006-01-17T18:06:26","modified_gmt":"2006-01-18T02:06:26","slug":"trust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/2006\/01\/17\/trust\/","title":{"rendered":"trust"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/maganda\/88016148\/\" title=\"go to flickr\"><img src=\"http:\/\/static.flickr.com\/23\/88016148_d4ec6fb8f6_m.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n <\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>We shared so many stories, dreams and lessons, but the one that rings loudest in my ears is Trust. I hold so tightly to the way I want things to fit, work, act, react and behave, that I don&#8217;t just let it be. Why is that?<\/p>\n<p>Why is it so hard for me to trust myself, my process and my abilities and yet so easy for me to trust others\/others&#8217;? Thank goodness for Andrea spilling water on my journal when I was just about to start a collage. It was like a direct message from God saying, &#8220;Okay. Now the pages are not so precious. Now you can just get to work.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I am ready to get back to work, and I don&#8217;t just mean the deadlines to meet, the business to run and the wedding to plan. I mean the real work&#151;the good stuff&#151;that first convinced me I had a story to tell in the first place. I want to dig deeper and see clearer, and for the first time in a long time I think I can do that.<br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We shared so many stories, dreams and lessons, but the one that rings loudest in my ears is Trust. I hold so tightly to the way I want things to fit, work, act, react and behave, that I don&#8217;t just let it be. Why is that? Why is it so hard for me to trust [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/708"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=708"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/708\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=708"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=708"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=708"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}