{"id":40,"date":"2001-02-13T14:32:42","date_gmt":"2001-02-13T22:32:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/?p=40"},"modified":"2001-02-13T14:32:42","modified_gmt":"2001-02-13T22:32:42","slug":"trying-not-to-think-about-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/2001\/02\/13\/trying-not-to-think-about-it\/","title":{"rendered":"Trying not to think about it"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>mindless tasks soothe my weary brain. copying and collating and stapling and filing; this is all i can handle right now.<\/p>\n<p>i could not sleep last night. note: i can sleep under virtually any condition, so a sleepless night is indication that something is surely wrong. something is surely wrong, and i do not know what to do. this is the part where i decide not to get specific with what exactly is wrong, because i don&#8217;t want to speak to soon, or tell other people&#8217;s stories, or receive a dozen e-mails telling me it will be okay.<\/p>\n<p>of course it will be okay. it is always okay.<\/p>\n<p>right about now, i could use a bowl of my mom&#8217;s corn soup; swirling the corn and broth with my teaspoon, i&#8217;d look up at her and she&#8217;d meet my eyes with a soothing look, making the rest of the mean, cruel world disappear. of course, i may just have to settle for a cup of corn chowder from the whole foods deli.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>mindless tasks soothe my weary brain. copying and collating and stapling and filing; this is all i can handle right now. i could not sleep last night. note: i can sleep under virtually any condition, so a sleepless night is indication that something is surely wrong. something is surely wrong, and i do not know [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=40"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=40"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=40"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=40"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}