{"id":290,"date":"2002-04-21T16:22:27","date_gmt":"2002-04-22T00:22:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/?p=290"},"modified":"2002-04-21T16:22:27","modified_gmt":"2002-04-22T00:22:27","slug":"oh-my-dear-sweet-nyc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/2002\/04\/21\/oh-my-dear-sweet-nyc\/","title":{"rendered":"Oh, my dear sweet NYC"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am going to new york in two weeks and i am both thrilled and terrified about this. the last time i was in there was fall two years ago, when i was stuck in a love triangle between a boy and the city. i didn&#8217;t have to choose: the boy left me and i left the city.<\/p>\n<p>and i haven&#8217;t been back since.<\/p>\n<p>i feel as though i&#8217;m about to have one last torrid affair with my old lover. <!-- before what? before i decide that i am either going to run away to be with it or leave it forever. --> i don&#8217;t know what it will be like. i don&#8217;t know how to prepare myself.<\/p>\n<p>should i wear something conservative or should i slip into something sexy? should i be on guard or should i be reckless? will it be awkward or will i fall back in its arms like no time has passed at all?<\/p>\n<p>maybe i&#8217;ll get there and the city will look at me with sorry eyes and tell me that everything has changed, i lost my chance and i can never go back. or maybe it will tell me how much it&#8217;s missed me and beg me to never leave again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am going to new york in two weeks and i am both thrilled and terrified about this. the last time i was in there was fall two years ago, when i was stuck in a love triangle between a boy and the city. i didn&#8217;t have to choose: the boy left me and i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/290"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=290"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/290\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=290"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=290"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=290"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}