{"id":106,"date":"2001-06-10T11:15:46","date_gmt":"2001-06-10T19:15:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/?p=106"},"modified":"2009-08-15T22:07:21","modified_gmt":"2009-08-16T06:07:21","slug":"hold-me-like-youll-never-let-me-go","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/2001\/06\/10\/hold-me-like-youll-never-let-me-go\/","title":{"rendered":"Hold me like you&#8217;ll never let me go"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am on a karaoke high, music ringing in my ears &amp; sake sinking into my veins.<!--just one shot but i am such a lightweight--> i wore <a href=\"javascript:alert('it was a Letter P costume party, so i went as a pixie princess.');\" title=\"footnote\">the tiara and the wings and the glitter<\/a> and floated through the crowd and onto the stage and i sang. <i>i sang.<\/i> i don&#8217;t even know where i learned <a href=\"javascript:alert('leaving on a jetplane');\" title=\"footnote\">that song<\/a>, but each note rolled off my tongue and into the mic. when i sat back down, darlene said to me in that proved-you-wrong voice, &#8220;see, you <i>can<\/i> sing.&#8221; and i felt like i was 8, again, wiping the tears from my eyes because mom just made me sing &#8220;the greatest love of all&#8221; in front of all my relatives and she assured me that i <i>could<\/i> do it but i just wouldn&#8217;t let myself believe it. deep down inside, i knew she was right, and late at night i&#8217;d lock myself in my bedroom and play my madonna tapes and perform in front of my full-length mirror and belt out the tunes like i was some kind of diva, thinking nobody would find out my secret, but now that i think about it, i&#8217;m sure the whole house heard.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am on a karaoke high, music ringing in my ears &amp; sake sinking into my veins. i wore the tiara and the wings and the glitter and floated through the crowd and onto the stage and i sang. i sang. i don&#8217;t even know where i learned that song, but each note rolled off [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=106"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1310,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106\/revisions\/1310"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=106"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=106"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/maganda.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=106"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}